27
Jan
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27
Jan
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26
Jan
Friends come and go. So do men and women. But a true person regardless of relationship would never leave…
You don’t know how many times you hurt me and how many times I tried to ignore it. Honestly, I see no hope in you anymore. I wish things didn’t end up this way but it did. I’m not going to care about you anymore because that’s probably the safest thing to do now.
I push people away. I do it without noticing it most of the time. If I think that someones getting too close I make up some excuse to get mad and I leave. When you’re close to me, you see all my flaws and all. You see how easy it is for me to get mad, you see all my quirky interests, you see how the randomest things move me. And that means trouble. Because then you’ll know all my secrets and if you leave, you take all my secrets and I’m left with nothing. Everyone always leaves… and I’m tired of being left with nothing.
Without any intention of doing so, I unconsciously push people away. I guess it’s because I’m so tired of being let down by people, my body automatically put up a wall that prevents anyone from stepping in. The sad part is, I do want people to be closer to me. I’m just scared of getting hurt. If you ask why, ask the people that came before you.
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Have you ever had this weird feeling that suddenly everything is just going the other way? Not the way you want? Realizing friends aren’t really friends anymore. School isn’t school. Home isn’t actually home. Anymore. And the worst part is you can do nothing about this. This actually hurts.
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